Gangsta livin'

prom prom....lol

 it was soo hard to put that on....you don't even know. Geoff's mom had to help me lol...i was embarrassed!

 terry&kasey, geoff&I

 we're soo cool...yeah we are! lol

 hehe geoff should be jealous

 duchene n' justin, geoffrey n' I

 dinner...lol he makes me laugh so hard!!!! (i hope your attention was drawn to the tie that I picked out with him. he was like pick one and there were hundreds of ties, i felt like i was the tie mastress it was awesome, you should notice how well the tie and dress match.... it took some major coordinating time) lol

SCHOOLS ALMOST OUT....WHAT NOW FOOLS!!?!?! ;)

Crazy life just goes by so slow and so fast at the same time.

Opera is over...time to get payed lol!! aww yeah....i wouldn't mind living day to day and getting payed for playing music. Wouldn't mind at all. Susannah opera was pretty much exactly like the Scarlet Letter. The music was good....at least i thought. not  just b/c i was in it. lol

"Maybe the things you want are like cards. You don't want them for themselves, really, though you think you do. You don't want a card because you want the card, but because in a perfectly arbitrary system of rules and values and in a special commbination of which you already hold a part the card has meaning. But suppose you aren't sitting in a game. Then, even if you do know the rules, a card doesn't mean a thing they all look alike."---

--All the King's Men .....my book for the english research paper

I have my own consensus of what it means....what do you think it means!!? lol different people have told me different things...

Life is good....I'm happy.....most of the time lol. Work is strenuous but it's fun being with the cool people.

AHHH the MUSICAL CONSUMES ME and i want to shoot MYSELF in the FACE becuase of it!

Well thursday then yesterday and lil bit of today.....

2. Ate at Chili's w/ terry, aj, geoff, dane, katie, kristina, caitlin and katie.Then we saw the 'Inside Man' wasn't that great...but it was cool because i got to sit next to "someone special" lol

3. Going to prom w/ geoff that's cool...hehe lol ;)

4. I HAVE THE BEST FRIENDS ANYONE COULD EVER ASK FOR YES THOSE OF YOU WHO I SEE EVERYDAY AND I TALK TO I MEAN YOU!!!!!

5. Well today musical practice sucked hardcore b/c it's saturday and i should've slept in but i got home real late from the movie....and i got someone in trouble w/ their mommy which made me feel bad. But he walked me to my door which uhh...wow...was wonderful :)!!!anyway today sucked...but a hug or 2 from someone made it way better!

I've been deprived of sleep for too long

Oh this was the longest week in recorded history, EVER

Ahh good bye sweet taste of summer...

 So spring break was pretty amazing. Not much was accopmlished, but I'm pretty sure that's why it's called a 'Break'

I did.....Hang out with amazing people oh man emily and I hung out almost every day it was awesome; Ate amazing food (vietnamese again!); did absolutely nothing; read; slept; surfed the internet; went to the movies ;)!

Well so i'm pretty flushed with happiness from everything...from friends to life in general it's been amazing. Crazyness will strike soon...i hope i don't cave under pressure...we'll see i guess...we'll see.

...someone makes me smile...

God Bless all of us students going back to school...give us the strength....and the heart to make it through just for just a lil more than 2 months....tons a tests....hard ones like the ap tests...tons o' homework...tons a crazyness...tons a late nights....tons a musical practices....tons of life....tons of life.....*sigh*

 i will attack it with a light heart and determined mind

Indecisiveness

I wish I wasn't so confused, because then I may actually know more than I do.

Still confused, and wish I wasn't. Uh...the uncertainty is so daunting. 

Ambiguity is probably one of the most stressful states, I wouldn't be surprised if it was one of the top reasons of death for stressed people. Because they never knew what to expect.

The puzzlement, the perplexity is what is suppose to be what spices up life right? but right now I can only be a cynic.

I don't know whether to be excited or just scared, when now I'm just something inbetween.

In which vista will I see the delicate angelic light of euphoria pouring over me?